I couldn't sleep today.
I must have slept like 2 hours at most.
I couldn't concentrate.
I just thought and thought.
No bad thoughts. just the opposite.
So many good things in such a short time,
and this date.
Today it's 2 years.
How time flies!
How things happen!
Sometimes you think you can't control your destiny.
But I think that sometimes you just need to help it out a little bit.
To give it a little push in the direction you want.
I made a decision.
I've made plenty of them,
Good and bad decisions.
Some of them without thinking.
But those are the ones you think are the most important.
Afriend of mine from here, Mexico City, told me:
"Are you man enough?'
'Do you have the balls?
He meant that there's people who jump without thinking,
and others who never do it.
I didn't give it a thought.
I came,
I came to pose naked.
To share all of my deep kinkiness.
To expose myself, to feel
that I existed.
To be seen.
Not to feel ashamed.
It all started in Hermosillo.
When my friend didn't arrive,
Well, with some benefits.
Not such a friend, or well...
Carlos didn't have the balls.
He didn't dare.
He didn't arrive to the station.
I came by myself.
Things happened.
And I met a lot of people.
A lot of people.
Hi.
I'm Hector, and I'm a big fan of you.
I plan to go with a friend of mine to Mexico City this weekend,
and it would be a huge honor to pose for you.
He says I'm cute, but I don't believe him.
I hope you tell me otherwise.
I don't know.
You undress yourself to be seen by others, and to see yourself,
I'm very curious about it.
I'm a mecatronics engineer,
and honestly I don't have a gym body,
and I want to live new things.
I've lived few things here, and I always repeat the same things.
Hi, Hector. How are you? Thank you very much for your interest.
I have a thing for kids from the provinces.
You have like an unfinished thing.
I don't know. I'm bored to death with rich kids.
You're like a mix of innocence and clumsiness,
but I can see in you a little perversion.
I really have a good feeling about this. I think you must be really horny.
Tell me how do you want to do it.
Call me when you're in town.
I work from Monday to Friday,
but! keep my weekends for my photos.
So, tell me when you're here,
and we sort it out.
Oh, and don't use deodorant when you come to meet me.
Bye.
"I WAS FASCINATED BY THE CITY.
BACKTHEN, MEXICO CITY APPEARED TO ME
ASTHE HORNIEST IN THE WORLD. THE FITTEST TO FUCK.
I MEAN, FOR ONETO FUCK, ISN'TIT?
THE ONETHAT FAVORED SEXUAL RELATIONSHIPS THE MOST.
SO I SAID: "THIS TOWN IS REALLY THE HORNIEST.
IF YOU WANT A PROOF, JUST GO SEE THETORRE LATINOAMERICANA,
THE BIGGEST PHALLUS IN ALL LATIN AMERICA"
BECAUSE IT IS LIKE A PHALLUS. HAVE YOU NOTICED?
IT'S LONG AND LONG,
LIKE ANY JOHNWHO IS PROUD OF BEING SO.
AND ONTHE BOTTOM IT EVEN HAS IT'S BALLS.
THETOWER APPEARED TO ME
ASTHE BIGGEST PHALLUS IN ALL LATIN AMERICA...
AND SO ITWAS ALLTHE CITY, WASN'T [T?
EVERY CORNER HAD A VERY PARTICULAR CHARM. IT WAS VERY SEXUAL"
ADONIS GARCIA IN: THE VAMPIRE OF COLONIA ROMA,
BY LUIS ZAPATA.
Thank you very much for answering. I mean it.
I have a good feeling too.
It'll be a pleasure to pose.
They say I'm very obedient.
No, really...
I'll keep in touch.
I'm Hector. Hector from Hermosillo.
See you on Saturday.
Bye.
THE VAMPIRE OF COLONIA ROMA
"I REALLY DO WHAT I WANT, WHEN I WANT,
AND THAT'S WHAT I THINK HAPPINESS IS, ISN'T IT?
TO DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO THE MOST, WHEN YOUWANT TO DO IT. ISNT IT?
WITHOUT BEATING IT AROUND.
Fucking Carlos.
How could you fail on me like that,
if we've planned this fucking trip for so long?
You're really spineless, ain't you?
You know what?
I'm gonna have the time of my life this weekend, with or without you.
I do have the balls, fucker.
Well..
Who am I kidding? I'd love it if you were here.
But, there you are, like a coward.
I'll keep in touch. You owe me one.
See you later.
Mexico City.
I'm all yours.
Here's the sauna, and here's the resting room.
- Do ll turn on the sauna? - Please.
Excuse me. Do you give massages?
No, there's another guy, Aldo. He's the massage guy.
I'd kill for one. I'had a heavy trip.
I may offer you oil, soap, honey.. Adrink, maybe?
- Do you have beer? - Yes.
One, please, served as amichelada,
a very foamy soap,
and call Aldo, please. The massage guy.
Ok. Justa moment.
Hey, by the way, can you help me take the boots off?
Sure.
I SPILLED MYSELF IN CUM I TURNED ALL JIZZ AND THEN I THOUGHT MY LIFE WAS ALREADY COMPLETE
Thank you.
Sorry. Can you clean up?
Don't apologize. It happens. We're used to it
This job must be so much fun. Isn't it?
You get to see plenty of boys.
Plenty of handsome boys.
Do you like it?
You get used.
Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend?
No. I live with my mom.
I was coming to town with a friend, this weekend.
But he fell back at the last minute.
You're from here?
No, I'm from Xalapa.
Xalapa?
I'm Hector. Pleased to meet you.
Don't you have at least five minutes to come with me to the sauna?
I'm all alone here in the city. I'd love to have someone to talk with,
to tell me where to go.
What do you say?
I like women.
So, what's the problem? I'm only inviting you to talk.
I'd bet your's is hairy.
Do you prefer them hairy?
Hairy guys?
How is it?
I'd bet yours is hairy.
Girls love it when you
you are groomed.
Take off your t-shirt.
Just for a minute.
I bet girls like you alot.
They haven't complaint.
Are you going to comb me?
Abit. I like the pubic hair of men.
Do you want to go to the sauna?
Just for a minute.
Justa moment.
Ok.
Let's go.
Do you like manly sweat?
- Why? -1 had a long trip.
What do I smell like?
You smell like you had a trip. Like a male.
My mom is going to Veracruz this weekend
to see her mom.
I'm going to be home alone.
- Are you inviting me? - We could do something.
Do you live nearby?
Like half an hour away.
It could be.
I'd love to. I already have plans,
but I can make the time.
I arrived too early to this place, didn't I?
I've heard a lot about these baths.
Yes, but...
the good part starts later.
Really? At what time?
I heard it's packed with handsome boys,
from all places,
foreigners,
from around here... Is that true?
Yes. It also depends on the day of the year.
And do you like working here? To see them, to serve them?
Is it similar to this?
Sometimes,
Usually I focus on my duties.
Do you like it?
A lot.
I'd love to have a massage now.
Do linterrupt?
I've got to go.
Won't you stay?
I have things to do.
- You want a massage? - Yes.
- That's right. - OK.
OK.
I'm going to massage you, first lying down
and softly.
Then you'll tell me if we rise the intensity.
- Are you comfortable? - Yes,
I'm comfortable.
- Are you from here? - No.
- From Hermosillo. - Never been there.
- Tell me if it hurts. - It's perfect. Thanks.
That's good.
I'had a heavy trip.
How's that?
I came to the city just for the weekend.
And what did you come for?
Just to pose.
To have fun.
I ALWAYS HAVE THE NEED TO BE SEEING NEW DICKS, NEW BUTTOCKS, NEW EVERYTHING, RIGHT?
What did you come for?
It's along story,
but I came to pose for a photographer,
an erotic session.
His name is Jonas Serrano. Do you know him?
No, no idea.
Erotic?
Yes. I was coming with...
afriend from Hermosillo, but he couldn't make it,
but well...
what stopped me from coming by myself?
And had you been here before?
With my parents, like 10 or 12 years ago.
But by myself, no.
It's the first time.
You're really good with massages.
- Is it OK if I touch you below? - No problem.
- Can you turn around. - Yes.
I'll put a towel below you.
Is the pressure good, or do you want me to do it harder?
Everything is perfect.
So are you going to pose for these photographs?
I hope so.
My god, this is very nice.
You're cute enough for the photos.
I know my body is far from Adonis,
but that's exactly what I'm looking forward to.
To do something that I wouldn't dare to do back in Hermosillo.
Why wouldn't you?
I don't know. People back there tend to have a very narrow idea
about sexuality,
male freedom.
I don't know.
I feel that I wouldn't be able to do it back there.
OK.
What about you?
You must have a lot of fun giving this service
to plenty of men, don't you?
Plenty of men with hot bodies,
toned up,
not as much as you, but,
yes, once in a while acute one arrives.
Oscar wasn't lying when he said
you were just the one to give this service,
- He said 507 - Yes.
Do you like this?
Ilove it.
Do you know how to give massages?
I don't think I'd be at your level.
I see you can be a fast learner, though.
You may also touch, if you want.
I mean, if you like.
- Is it good? - Very good.
It's very nice.
No one had touched you like this before?
No.
Do you have a girlfriend?
No.
- Boyfriend? - Neither.
- You're single! - How about you?
The same.
It's more fun this way.
Absolutely.
- I'm going to apply a little bit of oil. - Go ahead.
- Is it OK? - Of course!
If you don't like it, just tell me.
Oh, Aldo, it's fine!
I really needed this.
It was a very long trip.
How did you travel?
I took the midnight bus in Hermosillo.
I arrived this morning.
Here to the city.
I'm going to get on top of you. OK?
Do whatever you want.
Let's see if we fit.
This way I have more control over the body.
You're really good at this job.
- Do you like it? - I love it!
You remind me a client I once had.
From Sonora as well?
No, but he was cute.
Was he as horny as I am?
I had never had a client like this.
- Isn't this normal to happen? - No.
- No? - No.
I couldn't help it. Sorry.
It doesn't bother me.
And are you going to pose naked for these photos?
Oh, yeah, Totally.
I'm a bit nervous, you know? I think this is doing me very well
To relax myself,
To become confident with my body.
It's going to help.
You'll see.
Thank you.
I'd love to pose for photos as well.
- Really? - I've thought about it.
- You've never done it? - No.
And are you curious as well?
Yes, I think it'd look good. It's not the same
to take pictures yourself than having someone taking pictures of you,
Tu pose before the lense of someone
with that theme and experience.
The perspective people have is interesting.
Absolutely.
- I'm almost done. - Yes.
I enjoyed it so much, that time...
Time went flying away.
Yes, it was nice.
And it's on my behalf.
- Really? - Yes.
Thank you.
Your moans were my tip.
Wow. I've been really
well recieved in this city.
Really? I hope you come back soon.
I'll totally come back here.
It'd be nice to see the photo session.
I'd be pleased to show them to you.
- Are you in Instagram? - Yes.
Give it to me later.
Of course, let me get dressed and I'll seek you.
I may be busy, but..
- I'll give it to Oscar. - Alright.
- Did you like it? - I loved it.
You're welcome.
Carlos.
I'm here.
Here at the Alameda.
It's been such a good evening.
If you just knew everything I've done. I'll tell you later every detail.
I'd love it if you were here.
I'll call you tomorrow when I'm back. Take care.
Do you like this?
Kiss me.
That was nice.
Close the door.
I REALIZED THAT LIFE IS WORTH ONLY FORTHE PLEASURES
THAN CAN GIVE YOU THAT EVERYTHING ELSE IS BULLSHIT
AND THAT IF ONE IS NOT HAPPY,
BECAUSE OF A STUPID
Hi, dude.
So you're fucking half the city, ain't you?
All those fucking Chilangos.
I'm a bit jealous.
Please, forgive me.
I don't dare, dude.
I can't say yes, always, to everything.
They know me here,
I've got a father, afarm.
I like to suck cocks and to be fucked in the ass,
but I want to have children, Hector.
Awife.. You know that.
Ok.
I'm sorry.
Bye, dude.
Shit! Where am I?
Did we fuck?
Define 'fucking'
How did I get here?
Don't you remember?
No.
Mazatlan?
What?
No, I don't go there.
You were really drunk.
What did you have? Mezcal?
A lot of beer.
Sodome?
What kind of places are you into?
I don't remember anything.
Wait.
- The bar near the Angel, isn't it? - Yes.
I remember now.
You were dancing to ABBA.
I thought you'd be more into narcocorridos or something like that.
- Because of the hat, isn't it? - Yes.
My head aches a lot. Do you have some water?
Yes.
Thank you.
I remember leaving the bar by myself.
I don't remember saying goodbye to you,
I was just walking, arriving to the Angel.
You phoned me. Don't you remember?
-1 gave you my number? - Yes,
Oh, shit.
Careful there,
- No way! - You told me to please go and get you.
4 am.
Yes.
You talked about someone named Carlos.
Carlos?
Yes.
You said he was a pussy. That you didn't love him.
Who is he? Your ex?
A friend back in Sonora.
A friend?
Yes, a friend.
- Are you from here? - No.
From Guanajuato.
I hate Guanajuato.
We've got that in common.
Sonora.
How long have you been here?
7 years,
I'd love to live here.
You're going to live here, I'm sure.
I think you're not made for living
surrounded by people who are afraid of freedom.
It's OK. It's my first time here,
Of course I'm a bit afraid.
- Afraid? - May I have a smoke? - Yes, just open the window.
Well, you don't seem very afraid, as far as I see.
Would you remind me your name?
Isaias.
I think I was sitting at the bar, and then I saw you.
Everybody loves the cock when it's erect.
But Ilike it like this.
Still, asleep.
Resting.
Let's say, a bit..
Vulnerable.
- What was your name, again? - Isaias.
Isaias.
When did you undress me?
As soon as we arrived.
I can't sleep with someone dressed. It becomes too hot.
Give me a drag.
What do you do fora living?
I'm an actor.
An actor?
In the theatres.
Love naked bodies.
- May I have a shower? - No.
You smell like a lot of things.
Besides, my roomies would notice,
I see.
And where are we?
Is it far from downtown?
At Colonia Roma.
It's the first time I come to this city by my own.
You're very cute.
Thank you.
I like as for a boyfriend.
Do you have a boyfriend?
Yes.
He's in Monterrey.
I think I have to go.
I have to get back to Sonora. Well, this afternoon.
But I must go to the hotel for my stuff.
And to eat something.
OK. But you'll have to wait until I'm gone.
- Are your roomies here? - Yes,
Don't make much noise.
I'd have trouble if they find you here,
And I don't want to have trouble.
Why don't you come and see me at the theatre?
I'mina play called: 'Curse everyone who watches this play.
By Manuel Puig
I don't know when I'll come back here,
but I'd love to live here, you know?
I hate Guanajuato.
The only good thing about the countryside is that you can escape.
Country people is very stigmatized.
How's that?
That everyone is prude,
that they're scared about sexuality.
Let everyone live their lives,
But that's not the reason why lwant to leave. I'd love to..
I don't know, give this city a try. To work...
Or let this city give you atry.
But, well...
- Are you leaving? - Yes,
And how do I leave?
Wait 10 minutes after I left, then you leave.
Take care, will you?
Thanks.
And, we didn't fuck.
We just cuddled and kissed
fora long time.
Take care.
Thanks. You too.
Hi?Yes?
What was your name?
Oh, yeah, right. Hernan.
Sorry, Hector.
Yeah, the guy from Obregon. Isn't it?
Hey, I've just received your messages.
Well, the truth is that last night was crazy,
and I'm with a huge hangover.
So, I hope you're OK, but the truth is
that [won't be able to have the session with you.
I had a shoot at Tulum with some very cute guys, some influencers,
and to be honest, it's incredible. Do you know Tulum?
You'd love it. Really.
But, maybe next time.
Have a good time during your vacations in this fucking city.
Take care, Horacio.
Carlos, you won't imagine all the things you've missed this weekend.
It's alright.
I'm waiting to go back to Sonora.
You won't believe what I did.
No, dude. I loved this city.
I'd want you to be here with me.
I'd tell you everything in detail.
To remember what I did this past two days..
But, well... See you tomorrow.
"IKIND OF NOTICED THAT I'VE ALWAYS BEEN ALONE.
THAT I'LL ALWAYS BE ALONE AND,
THAT NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY, YOU'RE ALWAYS ALONE.
YOU MAY HAVE COMPANY FOR AWHILE, ORFOREVER, ISNTT?
BUT ON THE INSIDE YOU'LL BE ALONE ALL YOUR LIFE."
“I MUST KNOW MY LIMITS, TO KNOW HOW FAR CAN I GET, SEE?"
What are you doing here?
I'm visiting.
Where are you from?
Sonora.
- Are you on your own? - What?
Don't worry.
What's up?
- Are you at ease? - Yes.
Yes.
What's your name?
- Jano. Yours? - Hector.
- That's nice. - Do you like it? - Yes,
- Do you like older guys? - Yes,
- That's nice. - Do you like it? - Yes,
I like that.
- Do you like this? - Yes,
Do you want to have a shower?
Let's take a shower together. Yes?
Wait a minute.
I love it.
Keep doing it.
- Do you like daddy? - Yes.
Keep calm.
Calm down.
Yes, yes.
Do you like it deep?
Do you know what day is today?
Sunday.
No.
It's been two years since we first met.
Do you remember?
AtTapo, isn't it?
Eating fried chicken.
On the bus back to Sonora.
We scared that lady that was travelling with us.
Yes, the one on the bus.
You were so horny.
You made me feel confident.
- Hi. - Where are you going?
To Hermosillo.
Me too. That's great.
Are you a photographer?
Yes, I came to the city to have some lessons.
Of erotic photography.
Really?
- You shoot girls? - Boys.
Cute, very naughty boys,
It was a workshop for a collective.
Feral. Do you know them?
No.
- Do you have Instagram? - Obviously.
Would you pose for me?
I always say yes.
I'm looking for models.
I'm looking somewhere to pose.
I've never seen you in Hermosillo,
You've never looked for me.
- Now you already found me, -l guessl have.
Are you hairy?
Find out for yourself.
- Your bus is the one at 08:157 - That's right.
- Let's go, then. - Let's go.
You've never allowed me to pose for you.
You've always been busy.
Advising your boss, and those things.
Do you have time for me now?
I've always had time for you.
Silly.
So you'd pose for me right now?
I want to be your muse.
Like all your models, isn't it?
You're not like my models.
I don't have the body of Adonis, I know.
I don't care.
Do you miss other guys?
Sometimes,
Sometimes?
Don't you?
No. Well...
I don't think so.
You know...
I never thought
I'd come back from the city with a relationship.
But, well...
You never get what you're looking for.
Let me take pictures of you when you're going to cheat on me.
- Right now. - Your going to cheat on me right now?
Right now I'll let you take me pictures.
What do you say?
OK.
July 26th.
Then we should do something else, don't we?
I'll go get the camera.
Ifound it.
Guess what.
They invited me to take pictures of Northern boys,
You really like that.
No, I like you.
Yes, always? Will you let me take pictures of you?
Alright.
That's it.
You're really handsome before the lens.
No, that one was awful.
You're my muse now.
I want you naked.
I'm already naked.
You know what I mean.